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Last updated: ��/��/����Everyone around me is getting worse…It’s really scaring me. I want to help. I need to help. I need to protect them. How am i supposed to sleep when it might be the last time i ever get to talk to them? Does it really matter how i feel? All of my struggles are over much more stupid and trivial things in comparison, and there are people i need to focus on first. It’s selfish to abandon them when their lives could be on the line just because i feel a little “exhausted”. I need to be okay for everyone who is worse than me. I need to be okay so i can help everyone be okay. I just want to help and i can’t and it hurts, it hurts so bad, i want to save everyone, i don’t want anyone to die, i don’t want to lose anyone, i don’t know what i would do. I’m so powerless and i hate it. God, i care so much and it never gets me anywhere. Do any of them even know how much i care? Does it even matter to them? That i’d take their pain ten times over if it meant they wouldn’t feel it anymore? That i’d give my life up in a heartbeat if it meant they would live?… I want to save everyone. I will save everyone.………………………………………………………..…………………. - ������